jus celebrated papa's b'day ytd and today, mummy "checked in" to the hospital... hai...

initially i tot it was jus the normal small operation whereby they'll jus cut open, remove watever they wan to remove then sew the wound back.. but when the doc came to do his rounds, he said tat it will be a big op.... at tat instant (thunder storm) i was realli shocked and scared... i din noe tat it was so serious when mummy said she was going for an op lor... i tot it was jus like the ops she had before where she can get discharge the next day after her op lor.. this time, she had to be hospitalised for 4 days.... the nesthetistscame, wu li zhi liao shi came, and the nurse came to draw blood from mummy telling her tat she might need blood transfusion due to the loss of blood form the op lor... so scary...

tmr's the "big" day liao lor.. duno is i superstitious or wat la.. but having the op on 13th friday is like nt very auspicious leh.... then her bed no oso inauspicious...
it's realli 很不ok now lor...

i have no energy and no wish to think of anything until mummy is ok...